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The Girl

=Freesia Ling
=20
=24 March 1988
=purple
=tv/movies
=magazines
=adventure
=just plain fun

Grant me

-tops
-accessories
-tote bag

The Others

candice
charissa
cherri
cheryl
desiree
eileen
evon
janice
jillian
pearlly
tangqian
tingen
valerie
vanessa.c
vanessa.l
wanwen
yilin
yuanling
zhiyi

hairband club
pingpong

You See

prom fever

The Past

  • 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006
  • 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006
  • 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006
  • 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006
  • 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006
  • 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007
  • 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007
  • 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007
  • 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007
  • 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007
  • 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007
  • 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007
  • 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007





    • Sunday, September 24, 2006



    introducing...
    the 2 girls out. i had fun that day all thanks to my wonderful valerie. she makes me happy, keeps me sane for a moment and discuss my problems with me. life is sweet with you!

    then we went into Cocca Latte, that small grisly room with ridiculous people in there. haha. we played FIVE TEN, and its the first time i felt a little wossy.
    im glad that i met up with her, my one and only valala. haha. love!

    @ 12:30 PM

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    Saturday, September 23, 2006

    im blame myself for being silly. i always never get anything in return.

    im disappointed now. serious.

    i miss

    @ 2:39 PM

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    its saddening to know that everyone is drifting apart. the times we all had together seems no longer existent. pity isnt it?

    just when everything is settling down, it all goes bust. just like that?

    beside all these annoyance, i had a fun day all thanks to the 2 lovely girls in class! :)

    tuna comes and goes. you should know. haha. but i hope not.

    @ 12:35 AM

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    Saturday, September 16, 2006

    this is something i have done today. cherri told me me that it helps to relieve stress. haha. it does look like a primary school kid work but whatever, im still a yearning kid at heart. lol.


    @ 11:34 AM

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    Friday, September 15, 2006

    im stressed! yes, im very am. if this continues on any longer, i might just really go insane. seriously.. i cant take it any much longer. actually, i dont see why i should get troubled over this, but i just cant help it. it is in me to get affected. i suppose i get affected by minor stuffs all the time. arghhh... im going nuts!!

    I NEED HELP!

    maybe you can help.

    PS:dont worry im not sucidal or anything, i just feel i cant breathe all the time. lol.

    @ 10:51 PM

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    it raining out there and im feeling a little cold. i never like rainy days, it makes the world gloomy and dull.

    sometimes i think i have to learnt to be smarter. im always at the losing end i see. hmm, maybe i shouldnt be putting so much effort in thinking what will happen. i have a feeling it may all turn out to be a fantasy again. tsk.

    i read my horoscope yesterday and i think its true. people do not have first deep impression on me and its up to me to leave one on them. it is too tiring to do that all the time. well, i guess its sad isnt it?

    thank god its friday we yell! finally, left one more week of gruelling papers and we are free. just for a short period of time though.

    i cant wait for next friday and saturday! i hope these people will cheer me up, by chasing away my heavy heart as i-dont-even-know-what-is-making-me-upset.

    am i happy? should i be happy? are you happy? why arent you making me happy?

    @ 11:58 AM

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    Tuesday, September 12, 2006

    i think im a moron, or an imbecile. why? because:

    1. i worry myself over the slightest matter.
    2. i fustrate myself over stuffs that do not concern me.
    3. i make simple things look complicated.
    4. i never learn from my mistake.
    5. i put high hopes on myself when in fact im living in an illusion.
    6. i need a life. a real one.

    1 down, 7 more to go. plus a final huge obstacle. urgh. someone just save me! sigh..


    @ 12:47 PM

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    Friday, September 08, 2006

    im sick of looking through my notes. im going to get a phobia of studying real soon.

    i have been dreaming lately. weird, fun dreams. sometimes, i wished what i dreamt will come true. i guess that stress cause my mind to wonder.

    @ 1:13 PM

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    Friday, September 01, 2006

    here i am cooping at home studying, trying to fix concepts into my fish brain. the only reward i get is watching tv at night. watching hunks on tv makes me happy! yummilicious!

    staying home makes me ponder about stuffs. it keeps me thinking about my sad life. it sucks.

    my life is dull, so dull. i cant wait to enjoy, but that have to wait i suppose. exams are annoying! they are blood suckers, taking the life out of me. pfft.

    i miss my threesome. wonder how are they right now, i havent seen them in a while. it feels weird not meeting up for some time.

    dreamsss..

    @ 11:59 PM

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