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The Girl

=Freesia Ling
=20
=24 March 1988
=purple
=tv/movies
=magazines
=adventure
=just plain fun

Grant me

-tops
-accessories
-tote bag

The Others

candice
charissa
cherri
cheryl
desiree
eileen
evon
janice
jillian
pearlly
tangqian
tingen
valerie
vanessa.c
vanessa.l
wanwen
yilin
yuanling
zhiyi

hairband club
pingpong

You See

prom fever

The Past

  • 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006
  • 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006
  • 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006
  • 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006
  • 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006
  • 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007
  • 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007
  • 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007
  • 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007
  • 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007
  • 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007
  • 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007
  • 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007





  • Tuesday, October 31, 2006

    i feel sick in the stomach, jittery of the heart and confusion of the mind.

    misses a lot, but i dont think you will know.

    sadly, i have not been taking care of myself.

    • i have not been eating well.
    • nor sleeping well.
    • boredom is killing me.
    • stress is getting into me.
    • misses.


    @ 9:26 PM



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    Wednesday, October 25, 2006

    7 things i want to say to 7 different people without naming them:

    1. i wish you can tell me what you want already.
    2. i have a lot of things i want to tell you, but i just dont know how to.
    3. stop wasting money already! anyway, you got buy anything for me or not?
    4. im glad im glad i have you.
    5. sometimes im jealous of you, you know.
    6. i miss talking to you. i think its time to catch up.
    7. thank you for always hearing me out.


    @ 10:19 PM



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    Thursday, October 19, 2006

    it all returns to where it began. its a vicious cycle, or rather mine vicious cycle. :(

    @ 11:43 PM



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    Tuesday, October 17, 2006

    last sun night was fun! it feels like the good old days, where laughters and love were all around. :) lets do that again!!

    listen to everything like a pinch of salt. dont look back and move on.

    pride. dignity. confidence. where's mine?

    @ 9:54 PM



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    Saturday, October 14, 2006

    school days, aint it fun? im going to miss it.

    especially them. (including)

    @ 10:58 PM



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    Thursday, October 12, 2006

    im always contactable when people need me, but when i need them its a different story. am i not loved?

    i found out something interesting today. if your fourth finger is longer than your index finger, you are a lesbian. im a lesbian!! its about time. haha.

    i guess i have wasted my time again. sheesh.

    i want to talk to FIR la! heh.

    @ 10:27 PM



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    i wish for the most ridiculous outcome. i daydream all the time, hoping that one day it will turn out as what i visual it to be. but will this miracle ever happen? im still waiting. maybe it will be nothing again. hopefully, just maybe. the world seems ever uncertain, or am i just the one?

    pimples are girls worst enemy. i have that and its painful.

    im lethargic all day. i feel drained out and useless. my mind keeps difting off into my own dream world, where everything is perfect.

    how long more to go? too long, yet too fast. sighhh..

    will you?

    @ 12:14 AM



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    Saturday, October 07, 2006

    should i bother? maybe not. silly silly me.

    life is emtpy.

    hope

    @ 12:10 AM



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