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The Girl

=Freesia Ling
=20
=24 March 1988
=purple
=tv/movies
=magazines
=adventure
=just plain fun

Grant me

-tops
-accessories
-tote bag

The Others

candice
charissa
cherri
cheryl
desiree
eileen
evon
janice
jillian
pearlly
tangqian
tingen
valerie
vanessa.c
vanessa.l
wanwen
yilin
yuanling
zhiyi

hairband club
pingpong

You See

prom fever

The Past

  • 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006
  • 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006
  • 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006
  • 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006
  • 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006
  • 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007
  • 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007
  • 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007
  • 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007
  • 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007
  • 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007
  • 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007
  • 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007





    • Friday, June 29, 2007

    sigh sigh sigh...

    3 things i have to say:

    1. snap out of it! stop giving me that accusing look like i have done some serious offence. how am i going to tell you things if you always act vulnerable.
    2. i have done everything i can, putting in all my effort and making sure its known. i dont understand that sudden changes.
    3. i have more than i can handle.


    @ 10:40 AM

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    Saturday, June 23, 2007

    everything is different now. it is.

    all the effort i have put in to no avail.

    @ 11:39 AM

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    Tuesday, June 19, 2007

    the "poison" store that keeps us happy.


    Forever 21 in San Francisco. 3 storeys high, owned by the whole building.


    see happy girl with huge hole in her pocket.


    every child's dream come true.


    Disneyland in Los Angeles.


    look! its my favourite Little Mermaid, Ariel.


    great! im happy again.

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    @ 12:29 PM

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    Monday, June 11, 2007

    its not good to be home.

    im back and the feeling is not so great. i wished i could stay in the US longer, rather than heading back home for more problems and worries. the thought of becoming an illegal immigrant there was so strong, that i even discuss the plans with my cousin. seriously, its quite easy to become one over there, but this means i can never come back then. oh well, so be it.

    the look at how things are now are not hopeful. my life is in a turmoil. finally once again, my greatest fear came true, and maybe yet another one to come. life is always unfair, and maybe more so for me.

    "stay happy" - not so true for me now. right from the beginning i know that things are going to change once i leave and so im right.

    it makes me feel highly jealous and annoyed that many people are so pleased with their life right now. ok, sour grapes is really eating me but i really do want my life to be as smooth as possible, however im not getting it. karma?

    @ 2:09 PM

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