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The Girl

=Freesia Ling
=20
=24 March 1988
=purple
=tv/movies
=magazines
=adventure
=just plain fun

Grant me

-tops
-accessories
-tote bag

The Others

candice
charissa
cherri
cheryl
desiree
eileen
evon
janice
jillian
pearlly
tangqian
tingen
valerie
vanessa.c
vanessa.l
wanwen
yilin
yuanling
zhiyi

hairband club
pingpong

You See

prom fever

The Past

  • 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006
  • 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006
  • 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006
  • 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006
  • 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006
  • 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007
  • 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007
  • 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007
  • 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007
  • 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007
  • 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007
  • 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007
  • 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007





  • Wednesday, November 29, 2006

    i feel as though i have lost a million bucks- lousy. why am i taken for granted?

    i realise im a lost soul.

    a laughing therapy will do me good.

    @ 8:22 PM



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    i didnt know.

    i had a dream. it indicates that i still cant let go. bad.


    When you try your best but you don't succeed
    When you get what you want but not what you need
    When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
    Stuck in reverse
    When the tears come streaming down your face
    When you lose something you can't replace
    When you love someone but it goes to waste
    could it be worse?
    i still miss you. you have left a deep impression on me.

    @ 10:37 AM



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    Friday, November 24, 2006

    i think my toes are rotting.

    i woke up from a nightmare.

    goodbye? i refuse somehow. it isnt fair.

    @ 11:58 AM



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    Tuesday, November 21, 2006

    ok great! i am that bad huh. thanks ah...

    i give up already.

    "all guys are bastard"-nip/tuck

    @ 11:19 PM



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    Monday, November 20, 2006

    opportunity only comes once. so grab it before its too late.

    sheesh. i have blew mine and i dont know when it will ever come back.

    @ 9:13 PM



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    Monday, November 13, 2006

    i feel quite upset that im missing out on some people's life. its a pity that memories that we once shared will dift away in times to come. we always tell each other that we will never split up, but it is a lie. i fear that i will be left alone all by myself.

    i need to find my path. there are some holes that need to be patched; some lost items that need to be retrived; some mixed feelings that need to be sorted out. yes, i guess through the years, i got lost.

    what will happen once the truth is out?

    @ 12:29 AM



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    Saturday, November 11, 2006

    "it is the world out there that makes you feel handicapped."

    true true.

    @ 12:10 AM



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    Friday, November 10, 2006

    thank you eileen!! now dont say that i dont appreciate you anymore, because i do! without you, who is going to support me and give me ridiculous suggestions that might just work. haha. tell you the truth, im still a little jittery about it. but yes, i will pluck up the courage. i guess i will tell you the answer soon?

    anyway. i did screw up a little for my papers. ahh.. i shall not think of it. its over, it is!

    @ 10:43 AM



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    Sunday, November 05, 2006

    i wonder what it means to be brave or daring. is it letting go of oneself and doing the unimaginable? or doing something stupid knowing in the end nothing will pay off? i need to be enlightened.

    i dont understand what is happening now, or maybe later in the future. i would very much like an answer, so that i wont be thinking of this the whole time. i fear...

    panic panic. anxiety level is building up!

    time for snake's gut!

    @ 1:41 AM



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