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The Girl

=Freesia Ling
=20
=24 March 1988
=purple
=tv/movies
=magazines
=adventure
=just plain fun

Grant me

-tops
-accessories
-tote bag

The Others

candice
charissa
cherri
cheryl
desiree
eileen
evon
janice
jillian
pearlly
tangqian
tingen
valerie
vanessa.c
vanessa.l
wanwen
yilin
yuanling
zhiyi

hairband club
pingpong

You See

prom fever

The Past

  • 01/08/2006 - 31/08/2006
  • 01/09/2006 - 31/09/2006
  • 01/10/2006 - 31/10/2006
  • 01/11/2006 - 31/11/2006
  • 01/12/2006 - 31/12/2006
  • 01/01/2007 - 31/01/2007
  • 01/02/2007 - 31/02/2007
  • 01/03/2007 - 31/03/2007
  • 01/04/2007 - 31/04/2007
  • 01/05/2007 - 31/05/2007
  • 01/06/2007 - 31/06/2007
  • 01/07/2007 - 31/07/2007
  • 01/08/2007 - 31/08/2007





  • Saturday, April 28, 2007

    The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

    I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
    I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
    You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
    Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

    Well I can't explain why it's not enough
    Coz I gave it all to you
    And if you leave me now
    Oh just leave me now
    It's the better thing to do

    It's time to surrender
    It's been too long pretending
    There's no use in trying
    When the pieces don't fit anymore

    Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
    Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
    Still I don't know why
    No I don't know why

    Why I can't explain why it's not enough
    Coz I gave it all to you
    And if you leave me now
    Oh just leave me now
    It's the better thing to do

    It's time to surrender
    It's been too long pretending
    There's no use in trying
    When the pieces don't fit anymore
    The pieces don't fit anymore

    You pulled me under so I had to give in
    Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
    Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
    But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone


    Well I can't explain why it's not enough
    Coz I gave it all to you
    And if you leave me now
    Oh just leave me now
    It's the better thing to do

    It's time to surrender
    It's been too long pretending
    There's no use in trying
    When the pieces don't fit anymore
    The pieces don't fit anymore


    lovely song, and the lyrics makes much sense.

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    Thursday, April 26, 2007

    3 more weeks!

    a much needed break from everything and anything. something new will definitely interest me.

    it will all end after that. i hope.

    if you dont care, i have to start as well.

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    Sunday, April 15, 2007

    i want to leave this place and never come back. oh wait, i guess i can never do that.

    im sick of how things are now. i hate where i am. i hate how everything is going wrong for me. i hate that im feeling crappy all the time. i hate it that i can never find peace in my heart. i really hate how my life is different now. why you?

    i want a bloody damn life!

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    Monday, April 09, 2007

    im at work now. waiting for my lunch time.

    as you can see, my days have not been very good. im feeling "frail" and all. haha. in fact, i think im looking horrible.

    i really need my friends company right now, but i guess everyone is too busy to bother. maybe that means nothing to them, but words can never express how i feel.

    i miss everyone!

    i want my life back. but im not trying.

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    Saturday, April 07, 2007

    i need to be saved. where is everyone when i need them?

    down down down...

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    Wednesday, April 04, 2007

    i dont understand. it makes sense, but i still feel upset.

    i feel vunerable now. i can pour any moment.

    is it me?

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    Sunday, April 01, 2007

    competitiveness. i get jealous when people can get what they want.

    i hope my aggressiveness and determination will come true.

    good for you, you are not at all affected. so i suppose it didnt mean much at all. what i said was true then.

    i wish i can turn back time and relieve those happy moments. im going to suffer at this stage. im speechless.

    maybe it was an april fool's joke.

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